I’ve come to the decision that a year from now that I will kill myself. I have no reason to live, the world has not accepted me and I have decide to leave in hope that I can find peace with my soul. I lost all hope in finding love and happiness. I guess the countdown will start now.
I would like some faith that things will be fine but I’m not sure anymore. I getting to the point where killing myself has become something I may do in the future. If Robin Williams can’t get through depression, what chances do I have that I can live a happy life. It was discouraging that Robin Williams was depressed and took his own life. I want hope in this world and the past four years there hasn’t been any. Friends are barely here, they barely talk to me, and reaching out to them has become a phobia because of the fear of no response. I want to be happy but it so hard.
I’m losing my mind, please God help me!!!!!!